Dec 20 – Didn’t Win

705327_4844975851531_69202289_oWell I got the dreaded “We’re sorry to inform you email” from the grant committee. I knew it was a long shot, but I was hoping our journey would be inspiring enough.

After sulking about that I was going to let our agency know to open our foster bed again Jan 3rd but the email came back recipient doesn’t exist. I gave them a call and our agent no longer works there. Who knows how long since she left. She was there less than two months. That puts us at 4 agents now since we started this whole process. Not promising.

Turned 34 this month. One more year of good fertility then our number start decreasing. I wish life would help us out a bit on this whole having babies thing. It is getting hard to keep having hope that we will be able to afford it.

Sorry to be such a downer, enjoy the holidays folks.



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