I woke up this morning from a very vivid dream. I was in a parked car talking to my husband. I look up at the sky and there are lots of airplanes, except they all start falling out of the sky. I duck down as one lands dead in front of me. No damage was done to the car (no windows smashed or anything). I look up. The plane landed flat on its belly. There was a small ring of cracked blacktop under the plane. The plane itself sustained minimal damage. I tell my husband and ask if he is ok because it is happening around him too. He says he is ok. More planes land in the parking lot and I drive somewhere else. I notice now the planes are falling but not hitting the ground. They manage to break out of the free fall and keep going. It was strange,
So I decided to do some very scientific research on dream analysis (via Google) lol. Multiple sites say that watching planes crash means I feel out of control, like I am failing and I feel like I am failing at long term goals. Well I think that is pretty accurate. Less than a month until my job ends, a failed IVF cycle and the death of a family member all bunched up. And I wondered what the dreams meaning was lol!
I have been job hunting but I get rejections due to lack of experience. I want to start another cycle but have been feeling ignored by the clinic since I haven’t heard from them in about a week for my updated schedule.I feel like my dream: an out of control failure.